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messed up my hand by punching the door(my door now has 2 big punch holes in it FWIW). Standard 24 buyin downswing WTFFFFFFFFFFFF FUCK FUCK taking a break till sat.(might play today LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL). Also did bad on my midterm which is LIKE WTFFF @!#!. Uhh other then that peachy 1st part of punishments is almost over blah blah blah. EMO BLOG PZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

DO NOT LIKE!!!!!!!!! How can I want to be someone else so bad...?
I want more with life, I dont want to be just some guy working somewhere in the future. I want more I want everything I want to be great.


going to go busto!!! KEKEKEKE

Poker going bad and punishments.

Uhh poker has being going shitty for the past 2 months like 70k break even stretch since I moved to 50nl which is meh. I wont post graphs and hands but its beeeeeeeeen bad. Im kinda stationy so im trying to change that. Uhh everything is fine with my family problem which is REALLLLLLLLLLLY good. Other then that school is meh and im kinda dumb. Im also punishing myself for reasons I wont mention on here. Basically all of November is my punishment. YEYEYEYE PZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ