Poker going bad and punishments.

Uhh poker has being going shitty for the past 2 months like 70k break even stretch since I moved to 50nl which is meh. I wont post graphs and hands but its beeeeeeeeen bad. Im kinda stationy so im trying to change that. Uhh everything is fine with my family problem which is REALLLLLLLLLLLY good. Other then that school is meh and im kinda dumb. Im also punishing myself for reasons I wont mention on here. Basically all of November is my punishment. YEYEYEYE PZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ